Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Hello,
Actually todae is suppose to b tiring bt i dun fell tired bt instead felt sad, very sad. Reali, veri the sad. Coz i failed my history which is damned depressing... onli gt 5/15. When teacher called mi, n told mi all my mistakes, i juz wore a fake smile.. Bt i kept blinking away tears which had already formd. Bt after i gt back to seat, i could bare no mre, the tears juz went streaming down my cheeks, serious. Aftr tat was jogging which i tot everything wil b prefectly alrite aftr. Then one of my fwen asked how much i gt fer history,it was a direct hit at my "wound", so i couldnt contain my tears even though i tried to, i broke down n cry... Although i managed to control it ltr, the tears was stil streaming down, so embarrasing!!! somehow, the jogging dun seem as tiring coz i was too sad to think abt it...too sad i m reali reali very sad coz i gt 14/15 fer the firz test n now tiz, wa, serious mental breakdown!!! My mum tot it was very bad, n i doubt wil let mi play lorhxx, damned sad! Ok, enuf b4 i break down again! I went fer comic class todae which was so fun, we gt to draw the expressions n stuff lyk tt which i nvr learn b4. A bird flew into my classroom when we r gg thru our test ppr n our teacher reali squated down n fear the bird, Hehe. I hope i cn score well in the nxt test, i m nt gg to take up history in Sec3 if tiz happens one mre time, Serious, so depressed, so sad, so tormenting, cnt describe!!! Au revoir..
Dreamscape is near..
Evelyn
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